Tossed aside

To live each day
being tossed aside

like nothing

feeling as though all you do is for naught

being yourself doesn’t count

being kind doesn’t count

treating everyone as a friend doesn’t count

shall I just blend into the background so

i become how I feel

invisible to everyone

all i want is what everyone else has

someone who loves them

someone who misses them

someone who cares no matter

someone who wants to be by your side

.... im not a disposable person