Waking up this morning
all I saw was the same ceiling...
the same empty bed..
the same view...
lifeless and cold
I'm so tired of waking up everyday
know that all I have left to look forward to is emptiness
and
another day closer to death


to live without love 
is to be dead...and still breathing....
a meaningless way to be


empty promises
lost dreams
what did I do so wrong to the world to deserve this?


I wish I could find out...


cause living like this is pointless...